I wonder how I could borrow your strength.
Feel like giving up
Disappointed and utterly dismayed
With people around
With myself
With my own decision
I can't look back now
Is unregrettable
The path in front of me
Looks somewhat dark, uncertain and unguided
Endure further..
How I wish sometimes I could be as strong as you
I tell myself
23.1.10
12.11.09
Happy birthday May Yee! I love you always and forever
May Yee, it has been 3 years..I am still missing you and thinking about you.
Thanks for all, you’ve done
I missed you for so long
I can’t believe you’re gone.
You still live, in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly
I never knew what it was to be alone
Cause you were always there for me
You were always waiting.
And I miss your face
Smiling down on me
I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of, the one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you’re gone
You still mean the world to me
I really miss you.
Thanks for all, you’ve done
I missed you for so long
I can’t believe you’re gone.
You still live, in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly
I never knew what it was to be alone
Cause you were always there for me
You were always waiting.
And I miss your face
Smiling down on me
I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of, the one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you’re gone
You still mean the world to me
I really miss you.
16.7.09
2nd Anniversary of our beloved Carrie Kong May Yee
Second Anniversary In Loving Memory of Carrie Kong May Yee who passed away on 16/07/07
~ I really miss you my friend, my sister, my soulmate ~
Gone too soon
Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
~ I really miss you my friend, my sister, my soulmate ~
Gone too soon
Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
18.6.09
Once upon a time
I wonder sometimes, are you still watching over us?
It's been almost 2 years now since you left us..
This blog is almost close to an absolute silence now
Probably the few visitors lingering here are the few of us
The few of us who missed you so deeply
Profoundly deep inside...
You were my strength...and my voice
"Once upon a time
Archangel in the sky
Made a cover every night
Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It'a miracle
In the snow, my heart won't be cold
My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me what you know
Something should be told
My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me where you go
I will prance behind your flow
Once upon a time
My angel gave me life"
~i really miss you
It's been almost 2 years now since you left us..
This blog is almost close to an absolute silence now
Probably the few visitors lingering here are the few of us
The few of us who missed you so deeply
Profoundly deep inside...
You were my strength...and my voice
"Once upon a time
Archangel in the sky
Made a cover every night
Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It'a miracle
In the snow, my heart won't be cold
My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me what you know
Something should be told
My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me where you go
I will prance behind your flow
Once upon a time
My angel gave me life"
~i really miss you
5.1.09
not forgotten...
Happy New Year. how fast the time flies...
I am sorry to wish you a belated birthday now...it was 11th December.
Merry Christmas too
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you are not forgotten...never ever
everything is the same here..what is missing is you...i love you and miss you
-kpy-
I am sorry to wish you a belated birthday now...it was 11th December.
Merry Christmas too
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you are not forgotten...never ever
everything is the same here..what is missing is you...i love you and miss you
-kpy-
16.7.08
the same day, after a year
The same day, a year ago
we crumbled and cried
i still remember the drizzling rain outside the hospital as my tears keep rolling down my cheek
the emptiness we all felt
your sweet smile
and your gentle voice
you will be fondly remembered
In memory of our cherished friend, Carrie Kong May Yee on the 1st anniversary of her demise.
We miss you so much.
From KPY, MH and YP
we crumbled and cried
i still remember the drizzling rain outside the hospital as my tears keep rolling down my cheek
the emptiness we all felt
your sweet smile
and your gentle voice
you will be fondly remembered
In memory of our cherished friend, Carrie Kong May Yee on the 1st anniversary of her demise.
We miss you so much.
From KPY, MH and YP
28.6.08
Not forgotten. never ever
Sorry for the lack of updates.
Been terribly busy with work, studies and etc
Hope I could breathe a little better now
Am just back from 3 weeks of traveling, sceneries were captivating and I learn a lot throughout the trip
In fact, I think about you even more when I was there.
How i miss your companion during trips
You are my wonderful travel companion I would say, i can be so relaxed and being so myself when I am with you...
gosh i miss those times...
I was browsing through all the emails you left us
I kept an archive for all of them.
some were so funny
some were so moving
It moves me into a profound silence with deeper realization and sorrow
I hope i could compile some and share here after some editing
Then, I read your old blog and found this
Is close to almost 1 year now since you have left us..
but you will never ever be forgotten
I miss you so much...
Love you so much Carrie
KPY
sunset in Roma
Been terribly busy with work, studies and etc
Hope I could breathe a little better now
Am just back from 3 weeks of traveling, sceneries were captivating and I learn a lot throughout the trip
In fact, I think about you even more when I was there.
How i miss your companion during trips
You are my wonderful travel companion I would say, i can be so relaxed and being so myself when I am with you...
gosh i miss those times...
I was browsing through all the emails you left us
I kept an archive for all of them.
some were so funny
some were so moving
It moves me into a profound silence with deeper realization and sorrow
I hope i could compile some and share here after some editing
Then, I read your old blog and found this
Places I love to travel most...
- Dubai
- Egypt
- Europe
- New York
- Alaska
- Korea
- Japan
- Paris
Is close to almost 1 year now since you have left us..
but you will never ever be forgotten
I miss you so much...
Love you so much Carrie
KPY
sunset in Roma
12.4.08
Potrait of Carrie Kong
This has been long delay......
Kon from http://konstudio.blogspot.com/ has drawn a really lovely potrait of Carrie
Is really lovely...thanks alot Kon!
Kon from http://konstudio.blogspot.com/ has drawn a really lovely potrait of Carrie
Is really lovely...thanks alot Kon!
10.2.08
The value of family and let us learn not to take them for granted....
Getting into the fourth day of lunar day, things are slowly swifting back to our daily normal routine - betting into the usual KL traffic, rushing to get into office on time and to complete the numerous deadline.
I remember telling my sister just this afternoon when she expressed her unwillingness to see how fast the lunar new year holiday whisked by. I told her what makes the lunar new year such a special celebration among the chinese community is that this festival comes only once a year and this is the time where every family members reunite.
Only just few days back, I saw a touching Lunar New Year TV commercial broadcasted across Malaysia to heighten the value of family.
The scene shows a 7-old boy, Tan Tiam Hock staring blankly at his classmates, unable to proceed when his art teacher asks the class to draw a reunion dinner scene. Later, we see him waving goodbye to his friends and happily running off.
But, when all alone, his cheery little face crumples. An Indian woman later picks him up from the bus stop and they return “home” to an orphanage. It becomes obvious to the viewer that Tiam Hock was not able to draw a reunion scene because he had never had one.
Titled “Nobody’s Child”, Petronas’ Chinese New Year advertisement carries the tagline, “Please be home for the reunion dinner, if you can.”
After watching this TV ads, I'm really grateful that I have a family to return to for reunion dinner.
For those who are reading this, if you haven't been back home for a long time to visit your parents, please do so. Many would give anything just to experience the joy of a family reunion. "Please be home for reunion dinner, if you can". This Chinese New Year greetings by Petronas is very meaningful. So do embrace the value of family and be grateful for what you have.
I have uploaded the video here for your viewing.
Here wishing everyone a prosperous and blessed Year of Rat.
Sincerely,
Mei Han
I remember telling my sister just this afternoon when she expressed her unwillingness to see how fast the lunar new year holiday whisked by. I told her what makes the lunar new year such a special celebration among the chinese community is that this festival comes only once a year and this is the time where every family members reunite.
Only just few days back, I saw a touching Lunar New Year TV commercial broadcasted across Malaysia to heighten the value of family.
The scene shows a 7-old boy, Tan Tiam Hock staring blankly at his classmates, unable to proceed when his art teacher asks the class to draw a reunion dinner scene. Later, we see him waving goodbye to his friends and happily running off.
But, when all alone, his cheery little face crumples. An Indian woman later picks him up from the bus stop and they return “home” to an orphanage. It becomes obvious to the viewer that Tiam Hock was not able to draw a reunion scene because he had never had one.
Titled “Nobody’s Child”, Petronas’ Chinese New Year advertisement carries the tagline, “Please be home for the reunion dinner, if you can.”
After watching this TV ads, I'm really grateful that I have a family to return to for reunion dinner.
For those who are reading this, if you haven't been back home for a long time to visit your parents, please do so. Many would give anything just to experience the joy of a family reunion. "Please be home for reunion dinner, if you can". This Chinese New Year greetings by Petronas is very meaningful. So do embrace the value of family and be grateful for what you have.
I have uploaded the video here for your viewing.
Here wishing everyone a prosperous and blessed Year of Rat.
Sincerely,
Mei Han
7.2.08
26.1.08
12 days before chinese new year
it has been long..
Chinese new year is coming...
do you remember that during this period we usually have finished or partially done with our chinese new year shopping
i still remember you like to buy a lot of clothes for CNY
the priceless expression of your happy and cheerful mood when you found the clothing you like
i still remember you like white colour, resembles purity and innocence..
this year...i have not done any shopping because i am busy with studies
but somehow the pretty clothes, shoes and accessories don't attract me anymore
i miss the times when i shop with you...
the errrrrr comments..when you don't really know how to say it is a bad dress!
may yee, i tried to move on so much...disconnect myself from this page...from anything related to you..and i am sorry i have not visited your grandma
never have i thought..i can never forget you..
everyday...anything, anyhow you cross my mind..unconsciously
and i know one thing...even if people wont understand why??
you are always with me
i will move on but you will never leave me
you will be my silent imaginary companion forever
somehow..i treat this blog as my conversation with you.
i know you read this...
may yee, today my lecturer gave a very good remark
"why do people regret when somebody passed away?
why don't they appreciate them when they are alive"
so trueeee...
yes somehow i regret i have not done my part as a good friend sometimes
but i never regret knowing you
although we argue and grown apart at times
but the times we were together for decades of life...
they are the best moments in my life
we were so true to each other
we share everything and anything...embracing life together..
my soul mate..
you will be forever in my memories
unforgettable and irreplaceable
Chinese new year is coming...
do you remember that during this period we usually have finished or partially done with our chinese new year shopping
i still remember you like to buy a lot of clothes for CNY
the priceless expression of your happy and cheerful mood when you found the clothing you like
i still remember you like white colour, resembles purity and innocence..
this year...i have not done any shopping because i am busy with studies
but somehow the pretty clothes, shoes and accessories don't attract me anymore
i miss the times when i shop with you...
the errrrrr comments..when you don't really know how to say it is a bad dress!
may yee, i tried to move on so much...disconnect myself from this page...from anything related to you..and i am sorry i have not visited your grandma
never have i thought..i can never forget you..
everyday...anything, anyhow you cross my mind..unconsciously
and i know one thing...even if people wont understand why??
you are always with me
i will move on but you will never leave me
you will be my silent imaginary companion forever
somehow..i treat this blog as my conversation with you.
i know you read this...
may yee, today my lecturer gave a very good remark
"why do people regret when somebody passed away?
why don't they appreciate them when they are alive"
so trueeee...
yes somehow i regret i have not done my part as a good friend sometimes
but i never regret knowing you
although we argue and grown apart at times
but the times we were together for decades of life...
they are the best moments in my life
we were so true to each other
we share everything and anything...embracing life together..
my soul mate..
you will be forever in my memories
unforgettable and irreplaceable
13.1.08
Another year has passed.....
Happy New Year everyone and especially to you who have been making a frequent stop here to read this dedication.
Year 2007 has drawn it curtains and marked few up & downs in our life. 2007 was the year where Carrie was called home and to me this is first time I experienced the pain of losing someone that I love. It teaches me a lesson to always appreciate what I have and I'm now striving to keep up this responsibility. Life and death is part & parcel of our lives. It begins with us and it ends in us. We only live once and so do live to the fullest.
I once heard everyone of us has a mission to fulfill. Once we have done and completed our task, we will return to eternity life. That will be the day where pain, unhappiness and sorrow will permanently remove from us. I believe Carrie and her baby are happy wherever they are now.
Sometimes when I fell hard, I just don't want to continue the race. But life is as such. You bound to go on a bumpy road or perhaps muddy path. Once you have crossed it, the rest of the journey will be a smooth one. I consistently remind myself and that helps me to get back on track.
Life isn't a bed of rose. It's upon your call how you want to paint your life. So I would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year and may 2008 fills you with great happiness.
Regards,
Mei Han
Year 2007 has drawn it curtains and marked few up & downs in our life. 2007 was the year where Carrie was called home and to me this is first time I experienced the pain of losing someone that I love. It teaches me a lesson to always appreciate what I have and I'm now striving to keep up this responsibility. Life and death is part & parcel of our lives. It begins with us and it ends in us. We only live once and so do live to the fullest.
I once heard everyone of us has a mission to fulfill. Once we have done and completed our task, we will return to eternity life. That will be the day where pain, unhappiness and sorrow will permanently remove from us. I believe Carrie and her baby are happy wherever they are now.
Sometimes when I fell hard, I just don't want to continue the race. But life is as such. You bound to go on a bumpy road or perhaps muddy path. Once you have crossed it, the rest of the journey will be a smooth one. I consistently remind myself and that helps me to get back on track.
Life isn't a bed of rose. It's upon your call how you want to paint your life. So I would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year and may 2008 fills you with great happiness.
Regards,
Mei Han
22.12.07
Happy Belated Birthday Dear Friend
Happy belated 29th birthday dear sweet Carrie. How could I possible forgot about this special day? I was so tucked up with work at office and things just got to my way. Wish you an eternal happiness and to your little one.
This year is so different from those years. I wish I could just lay out everything here and tell it out. Christmas 2007 will never be the same without you.
Love you always,
MH
This year is so different from those years. I wish I could just lay out everything here and tell it out. Christmas 2007 will never be the same without you.
Love you always,
MH
20.12.07
The Chinese Temple where her altar resides
Some of you may not have the chance to pay the last respect during her funeral.
Although her urn is placed in Nirvana Memorial Park, Semenyih, her altar with her photo is placed at a chinese temple in Ampang.
The chinese temple is just infront of the LRT AMPANG (LAST STATION) and near to police station Ampang. If you are driving there you could just park at the LRT carparks beside the temple. Just a very short distance walk to the temple.
If you are going there, you could just bring some fruits and if you would like to pray, just donate RM1 for the incense sticks. If you need further info and if you are going there and need a guide (i can accompany you if i am free on the day) email me at carriekong78@gmail.com
Although her urn is placed in Nirvana Memorial Park, Semenyih, her altar with her photo is placed at a chinese temple in Ampang.
The chinese temple is just infront of the LRT AMPANG (LAST STATION) and near to police station Ampang. If you are driving there you could just park at the LRT carparks beside the temple. Just a very short distance walk to the temple.
If you are going there, you could just bring some fruits and if you would like to pray, just donate RM1 for the incense sticks. If you need further info and if you are going there and need a guide (i can accompany you if i am free on the day) email me at carriekong78@gmail.com
11.12.07
10.12.07
You are the song inside my soul
I visited grandma in the same hospital you breathe your last breath.
I have mixed feelings before i enter the ward
Sudden feeling of sadness, lost and emptiness swept over me
It was the same feeling on 160707
the day i will never forget in my entire life
The moment i saw your grandma
i felt bit of relief
i felt that you were around somehow
grandma is fine
she has fallen and hurt her hip
no infections or surgeries were needed, only a certain type of corset might be needed to support her body
she is in fact very healthy
she has strong bones, strong teeth and even sharp memory
sharper than mine
i looked around and i saw similar or even slightly elderly women around
some were in deep pain and some were having dementia
in comparison, grandma is really much healthier and stronger than any of these women
but the motivation to continue on is weaker than any of them
you were her only hope to continue on
now that you are gone..she felt nothingness
i could see the emptiness in her stare
the same emptiness i felt or even i feel until today
empty and hollow and gloomy
I have really learn a lot since your demise
I see the beauty of some people who were so supportive and so concern
and i also see the not-so-beautiful side of some
i guess this is life and nature of human
there will be no perfection in life
I am surprised that i started to see things and problems as trivial matters
the things that usually triggers my nerve
has little significance effect to me now
what else could be more important than life or death matter?
good change or bad change?am not too sure
Yesterday, Yin Ping, Ah How, Mei Han and I visited May Yee's "ling wai" at Kuan Yin Temple, Ampang for her birthday.
He exact birthday is tomorrow, 11th Dec.
I miss the time when we all gather around nice ambiance restaurant to celebrate birthday
i really miss the time
i really miss you
May the blessings of the Triple Gem be with you and your baby
I have mixed feelings before i enter the ward
Sudden feeling of sadness, lost and emptiness swept over me
It was the same feeling on 160707
the day i will never forget in my entire life
The moment i saw your grandma
i felt bit of relief
i felt that you were around somehow
grandma is fine
she has fallen and hurt her hip
no infections or surgeries were needed, only a certain type of corset might be needed to support her body
she is in fact very healthy
she has strong bones, strong teeth and even sharp memory
sharper than mine
i looked around and i saw similar or even slightly elderly women around
some were in deep pain and some were having dementia
in comparison, grandma is really much healthier and stronger than any of these women
but the motivation to continue on is weaker than any of them
you were her only hope to continue on
now that you are gone..she felt nothingness
i could see the emptiness in her stare
the same emptiness i felt or even i feel until today
empty and hollow and gloomy
I have really learn a lot since your demise
I see the beauty of some people who were so supportive and so concern
and i also see the not-so-beautiful side of some
i guess this is life and nature of human
there will be no perfection in life
I am surprised that i started to see things and problems as trivial matters
the things that usually triggers my nerve
has little significance effect to me now
what else could be more important than life or death matter?
good change or bad change?am not too sure
Yesterday, Yin Ping, Ah How, Mei Han and I visited May Yee's "ling wai" at Kuan Yin Temple, Ampang for her birthday.
He exact birthday is tomorrow, 11th Dec.
I miss the time when we all gather around nice ambiance restaurant to celebrate birthday
i really miss the time
i really miss you
May the blessings of the Triple Gem be with you and your baby
15.11.07
on the other side
am sorry if this post is irrelevant.
but i hope we all could pray for the demise of my fren's sis and her 3yr old son.
They are brutally murdered.
More story HERE.
But please don't believe fully wat you read in paper..not everything is right.
please pray for them..
gosh..what's happening in this society?
but i hope we all could pray for the demise of my fren's sis and her 3yr old son.
They are brutally murdered.
More story HERE.
But please don't believe fully wat you read in paper..not everything is right.
please pray for them..
gosh..what's happening in this society?
31.10.07
24.10.07
if i am not wrong..u might be having a full moon party around this time....
gosh...it seems like yesterday....we were talking about the plans ..how you wont be able to celebrate my bday due to confinement period
remember how we planned to go Bangkok again...you said u really like to shop there
last week i traveled to Bangkok without you....
the decision was made so "impromptu" because i needed a trip badly
i look at the sky in the cab and on the plane..and i ponder on the questions i have asked many times..why?
i try to find the solace and serenity i longed for
although mind was crowded with thoughts of you and other problems
i am at least..alone and relaxed..
i visited your grandma again few days ago..
i am not sure why..whenever i see her in your house....i could just feel you
i cant stop staring your red school bag that is placed on the chair
i could imagine you sitting on the chair studying or talking to your grandma
grandma still misses you so much
i try to comfort her as much as i can
for i know is always easier said than done
only time can heal
i am really not sure how long it might take
i will never forget you in my prayers
i love you and miss you dearly...
gosh...it seems like yesterday....we were talking about the plans ..how you wont be able to celebrate my bday due to confinement period
remember how we planned to go Bangkok again...you said u really like to shop there
last week i traveled to Bangkok without you....
the decision was made so "impromptu" because i needed a trip badly
i look at the sky in the cab and on the plane..and i ponder on the questions i have asked many times..why?
i try to find the solace and serenity i longed for
although mind was crowded with thoughts of you and other problems
i am at least..alone and relaxed..
i visited your grandma again few days ago..
i am not sure why..whenever i see her in your house....i could just feel you
i cant stop staring your red school bag that is placed on the chair
i could imagine you sitting on the chair studying or talking to your grandma
grandma still misses you so much
i try to comfort her as much as i can
for i know is always easier said than done
only time can heal
i am really not sure how long it might take
i will never forget you in my prayers
i love you and miss you dearly...
14.10.07
Our gathering without you
Dear Carrie,
I thought of you so many times yesterday. I was driving down town to meet up with Ah Yuh for her birthday and our moment together kept on revolving like a drama. I really miss you so much. You would have delivered by now and must been busy getting back to your fit bodyline.
Yesterday was just me and Ah Yuh. Ah Peng went to Malacca for holiday so it was a small get-together. We were talking about you and admired the initiative you always put in for all our birthday celebration.
Ah Yuh showed me her Eygpt photos and I was busy updating her on my Europe trip. We bought her a perfume as pressie.
You always planned for all our gathering and birthday at least 6 weeks ahead. You will always be the first one to send e-mails asking for ideas what to buy or checking where to go. Things have now changed without you.
You always be the first one to arrive waiting for us who always never been on time )P: The amount of effort that you have put in is a strong indication that how much you care for us.
Now when I look back at all the photos we have took together, it brings back so much happiness and planted a smile on my face.
Miss you always,
MH
I thought of you so many times yesterday. I was driving down town to meet up with Ah Yuh for her birthday and our moment together kept on revolving like a drama. I really miss you so much. You would have delivered by now and must been busy getting back to your fit bodyline.
Yesterday was just me and Ah Yuh. Ah Peng went to Malacca for holiday so it was a small get-together. We were talking about you and admired the initiative you always put in for all our birthday celebration.
Ah Yuh showed me her Eygpt photos and I was busy updating her on my Europe trip. We bought her a perfume as pressie.
You always planned for all our gathering and birthday at least 6 weeks ahead. You will always be the first one to send e-mails asking for ideas what to buy or checking where to go. Things have now changed without you.
You always be the first one to arrive waiting for us who always never been on time )P: The amount of effort that you have put in is a strong indication that how much you care for us.
Now when I look back at all the photos we have took together, it brings back so much happiness and planted a smile on my face.
Miss you always,
MH
13.10
May Yee...yesterday was my birthday...
i can't stop thinking about you as you will always organize a proper and nice bday gathering for me every year...
13th Oct will never be the same anymore..
maybe it has been a day i have shared with you for more than 20+ years?
after u've left me, i have learnt so much ..learning from my regrets..of postponing things i should do for friends..or taking people as granted at times.
i regretted that i have rejected meet ups with you due to work/study...
i didn't plan to celebrate this year..but i am very touched with the bday surprises i got..
it makes me realized, i have so many caring and nice friends around me...
i really hope those who are reading this..will always treasure your loved ones and friends around you
for me, i don't even have last chance to say anything to May Yee
i could only wish that she could hear me...
i could only look at her pretty pictures and pretend that she is smiling back at me
but i know what i should do now is to treasure all the friends i have now
I've learn to appreciate people and things around me when you were around...and even now, i have not ceased doing so but i will put in even more effort.....
thanks May Yee.......
p.s:yesterday i dreamt of you smiling sweetly to me.......miss you baby
xoxo,
CKPY
i can't stop thinking about you as you will always organize a proper and nice bday gathering for me every year...
13th Oct will never be the same anymore..
maybe it has been a day i have shared with you for more than 20+ years?
after u've left me, i have learnt so much ..learning from my regrets..of postponing things i should do for friends..or taking people as granted at times.
i regretted that i have rejected meet ups with you due to work/study...
i didn't plan to celebrate this year..but i am very touched with the bday surprises i got..
it makes me realized, i have so many caring and nice friends around me...
i really hope those who are reading this..will always treasure your loved ones and friends around you
for me, i don't even have last chance to say anything to May Yee
i could only wish that she could hear me...
i could only look at her pretty pictures and pretend that she is smiling back at me
but i know what i should do now is to treasure all the friends i have now
I've learn to appreciate people and things around me when you were around...and even now, i have not ceased doing so but i will put in even more effort.....
thanks May Yee.......
p.s:yesterday i dreamt of you smiling sweetly to me.......miss you baby
xoxo,
CKPY
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