13.10

May Yee...yesterday was my birthday...
i can't stop thinking about you as you will always organize a proper and nice bday gathering for me every year...
13th Oct will never be the same anymore..
maybe it has been a day i have shared with you for more than 20+ years?

after u've left me, i have learnt so much ..learning from my regrets..of postponing things i should do for friends..or taking people as granted at times.
i regretted that i have rejected meet ups with you due to work/study...

i didn't plan to celebrate this year..but i am very touched with the bday surprises i got..
it makes me realized, i have so many caring and nice friends around me...
i really hope those who are reading this..will always treasure your loved ones and friends around you
for me, i don't even have last chance to say anything to May Yee
i could only wish that she could hear me...
i could only look at her pretty pictures and pretend that she is smiling back at me

but i know what i should do now is to treasure all the friends i have now
I've learn to appreciate people and things around me when you were around...and even now, i have not ceased doing so but i will put in even more effort.....
thanks May Yee.......

p.s:yesterday i dreamt of you smiling sweetly to me.......miss you baby

xoxo,
CKPY