gosh...it seems like yesterday....we were talking about the plans ..how you wont be able to celebrate my bday due to confinement period
remember how we planned to go Bangkok again...you said u really like to shop there
last week i traveled to Bangkok without you....
the decision was made so "impromptu" because i needed a trip badly
i look at the sky in the cab and on the plane..and i ponder on the questions i have asked many times..why?
i try to find the solace and serenity i longed for
although mind was crowded with thoughts of you and other problems
i am at least..alone and relaxed..
i visited your grandma again few days ago..
i am not sure why..whenever i see her in your house....i could just feel you
i cant stop staring your red school bag that is placed on the chair
i could imagine you sitting on the chair studying or talking to your grandma
grandma still misses you so much
i try to comfort her as much as i can
for i know is always easier said than done
only time can heal
i am really not sure how long it might take
i will never forget you in my prayers
i love you and miss you dearly...
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