it has been long..
Chinese new year is coming...
do you remember that during this period we usually have finished or partially done with our chinese new year shopping
i still remember you like to buy a lot of clothes for CNY
the priceless expression of your happy and cheerful mood when you found the clothing you like
i still remember you like white colour, resembles purity and innocence..
this year...i have not done any shopping because i am busy with studies
but somehow the pretty clothes, shoes and accessories don't attract me anymore
i miss the times when i shop with you...
the errrrrr comments..when you don't really know how to say it is a bad dress!
may yee, i tried to move on so much...disconnect myself from this page...from anything related to you..and i am sorry i have not visited your grandma
never have i thought..i can never forget you..
everyday...anything, anyhow you cross my mind..unconsciously
and i know one thing...even if people wont understand why??
you are always with me
i will move on but you will never leave me
you will be my silent imaginary companion forever
somehow..i treat this blog as my conversation with you.
i know you read this...
may yee, today my lecturer gave a very good remark
"why do people regret when somebody passed away?
why don't they appreciate them when they are alive"
so trueeee...
yes somehow i regret i have not done my part as a good friend sometimes
but i never regret knowing you
although we argue and grown apart at times
but the times we were together for decades of life...
they are the best moments in my life
we were so true to each other
we share everything and anything...embracing life together..
my soul mate..
you will be forever in my memories
unforgettable and irreplaceable
13.1.08
Another year has passed.....
Happy New Year everyone and especially to you who have been making a frequent stop here to read this dedication.
Year 2007 has drawn it curtains and marked few up & downs in our life. 2007 was the year where Carrie was called home and to me this is first time I experienced the pain of losing someone that I love. It teaches me a lesson to always appreciate what I have and I'm now striving to keep up this responsibility. Life and death is part & parcel of our lives. It begins with us and it ends in us. We only live once and so do live to the fullest.
I once heard everyone of us has a mission to fulfill. Once we have done and completed our task, we will return to eternity life. That will be the day where pain, unhappiness and sorrow will permanently remove from us. I believe Carrie and her baby are happy wherever they are now.
Sometimes when I fell hard, I just don't want to continue the race. But life is as such. You bound to go on a bumpy road or perhaps muddy path. Once you have crossed it, the rest of the journey will be a smooth one. I consistently remind myself and that helps me to get back on track.
Life isn't a bed of rose. It's upon your call how you want to paint your life. So I would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year and may 2008 fills you with great happiness.
Regards,
Mei Han
Year 2007 has drawn it curtains and marked few up & downs in our life. 2007 was the year where Carrie was called home and to me this is first time I experienced the pain of losing someone that I love. It teaches me a lesson to always appreciate what I have and I'm now striving to keep up this responsibility. Life and death is part & parcel of our lives. It begins with us and it ends in us. We only live once and so do live to the fullest.
I once heard everyone of us has a mission to fulfill. Once we have done and completed our task, we will return to eternity life. That will be the day where pain, unhappiness and sorrow will permanently remove from us. I believe Carrie and her baby are happy wherever they are now.
Sometimes when I fell hard, I just don't want to continue the race. But life is as such. You bound to go on a bumpy road or perhaps muddy path. Once you have crossed it, the rest of the journey will be a smooth one. I consistently remind myself and that helps me to get back on track.
Life isn't a bed of rose. It's upon your call how you want to paint your life. So I would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year and may 2008 fills you with great happiness.
Regards,
Mei Han
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
