23.1.10

23.01.2010

I wonder how I could borrow your strength.
Feel like giving up
Disappointed and utterly dismayed
With people around
With myself
With my own decision

I can't look back now
Is unregrettable
The path in front of me
Looks somewhat dark, uncertain and unguided

Endure further..
How I wish sometimes I could be as strong as you
I tell myself

12.11.09

Happy birthday May Yee! I love you always and forever

May Yee, it has been 3 years..I am still missing you and thinking about you.


Thanks for all, you’ve done

I missed you for so long

I can’t believe you’re gone.

You still live, in me

I feel you in the wind

You guide me constantly



I never knew what it was to be alone

Cause you were always there for me

You were always waiting.

And I miss your face

Smiling down on me

I carry the things that remind me of you

In loving memory of, the one that was so true

You were as kind as you could be

And even though you’re gone

You still mean the world to me

I really miss you.

16.7.09

2nd Anniversary of our beloved Carrie Kong May Yee

Second Anniversary In Loving Memory of Carrie Kong May Yee who passed away on 16/07/07
~ I really miss you my friend, my sister, my soulmate ~



Gone too soon

Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

18.6.09

Once upon a time

I wonder sometimes, are you still watching over us?
It's been almost 2 years now since you left us..

This blog is almost close to an absolute silence now
Probably the few visitors lingering here are the few of us
The few of us who missed you so deeply
Profoundly deep inside...

You were my strength...and my voice

"Once upon a time
Archangel in the sky
Made a cover every night

Once upon a time
The angel loved me so
It'a miracle
In the snow, my heart won't be cold

My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me what you know
Something should be told

My Dear
You are my angel
Tell me where you go
I will prance behind your flow

Once upon a time
My angel gave me life"



~i really miss you

5.1.09

not forgotten...

Happy New Year. how fast the time flies...

I am sorry to wish you a belated birthday now...it was 11th December.

Merry Christmas too

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you are not forgotten...never ever

everything is the same here..what is missing is you...i love you and miss you

-kpy-

16.7.08

the same day, after a year

The same day, a year ago

we crumbled and cried
i still remember the drizzling rain outside the hospital as my tears keep rolling down my cheek
the emptiness we all felt
your sweet smile
and your gentle voice
you will be fondly remembered

In memory of our cherished friend, Carrie Kong May Yee on the 1st anniversary of her demise.
We miss you so much.

From KPY, MH and YP

28.6.08

Not forgotten. never ever

Sorry for the lack of updates.
Been terribly busy with work, studies and etc
Hope I could breathe a little better now

Am just back from 3 weeks of traveling, sceneries were captivating and I learn a lot throughout the trip
In fact, I think about you even more when I was there.
How i miss your companion during trips
You are my wonderful travel companion I would say, i can be so relaxed and being so myself when I am with you...
gosh i miss those times...

I was browsing through all the emails you left us
I kept an archive for all of them.
some were so funny
some were so moving
It moves me into a profound silence with deeper realization and sorrow
I hope i could compile some and share here after some editing

Then, I read your old blog and found this

Places I love to travel most...

  • Dubai
  • Egypt
  • Europe
  • New York
  • Alaska
  • Korea
  • Japan
  • Paris
sigh, I wish you were with me during my travels

Is close to almost 1 year now since you have left us..

but you will never ever be forgotten
I miss you so much...

Love you so much Carrie

KPY


sunset in Roma

12.4.08

Potrait of Carrie Kong

This has been long delay......

Kon from http://konstudio.blogspot.com/ has drawn a really lovely potrait of Carrie


Is really lovely...thanks alot Kon!

10.2.08

The value of family and let us learn not to take them for granted....

Getting into the fourth day of lunar day, things are slowly swifting back to our daily normal routine - betting into the usual KL traffic, rushing to get into office on time and to complete the numerous deadline.

I remember telling my sister just this afternoon when she expressed her unwillingness to see how fast the lunar new year holiday whisked by. I told her what makes the lunar new year such a special celebration among the chinese community is that this festival comes only once a year and this is the time where every family members reunite.

Only just few days back, I saw a touching Lunar New Year TV commercial broadcasted across Malaysia to heighten the value of family.

The scene shows a 7-old boy, Tan Tiam Hock staring blankly at his classmates, unable to proceed when his art teacher asks the class to draw a reunion dinner scene. Later, we see him waving goodbye to his friends and happily running off.

But, when all alone, his cheery little face crumples. An Indian woman later picks him up from the bus stop and they return “home” to an orphanage. It becomes obvious to the viewer that Tiam Hock was not able to draw a reunion scene because he had never had one.

Titled “Nobody’s Child”, Petronas’ Chinese New Year advertisement carries the tagline, “Please be home for the reunion dinner, if you can.”

After watching this TV ads, I'm really grateful that I have a family to return to for reunion dinner.

For those who are reading this, if you haven't been back home for a long time to visit your parents, please do so. Many would give anything just to experience the joy of a family reunion. "Please be home for reunion dinner, if you can". This Chinese New Year greetings by Petronas is very meaningful. So do embrace the value of family and be grateful for what you have.

I have uploaded the video here for your viewing.

Here wishing everyone a prosperous and blessed Year of Rat.

Sincerely,
Mei Han

7.2.08

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happy chinese new year...