80 days

Dear May Yee,

I have visited your family last Saturday. They are better now but i could still feel the remorse and sombre atmosphere..
grandma said she often dream of you crying at night..she misses you dearly..
goshhhhh.....i miss you dearly too...

80 days have passed..not a day is passed without thinking of you....for being part of my life for 22 years...everything i do..every place i go..every thoughts of you will seep in unconsciously...

I used to call you while driving back from work cause you know i tend to fall asleep while driving..
that day unconsciously i dialed your number...
i paused and i cried and cried like i just realised you are not around anymore..
i just cant get used to it yet...really......sometimes when i wake up..i wish it was all some dream..

Movies in cinema dont seems to attract me anymore..i had so much funny/sweet/tired and scary experiences watching movies with you...

I asked one of your staff in the outlet..and he told me that they have found a guy to replace your position..

people have moved on..things might have changed...

what else can I do for you?

i will pray for you and your baby everyday...I miss you..

p.s: the postmortem result is not out yet...