Grief

I am still swallowing the fact that you are out of my life...

Those years were gone, but memories are still so vividly fresh in my mind
People telling me to forget and move on
Disattachment they told me
Is hard i told them.......is damn hard
In fact I am not sure when

I owe you a tribute which i am unable to accomplish yet
coz every words pinned down, my eyes brimming with tears
The grief and sorrow is still wrapping closely around me
Your loss has made me experienced what they call emptiness
A hollow in my heart,
So empty
So bitter that i could taste it on my tongue
every time i breathe, is so heavy and hard
i sighed so much, for i am mourning for you and your baby

I will never forget you in my prayers..
Although she is a Buddhist, please pray for her and her baby, regardless of any religion.

Take care my dear friend.
May the blessings of the Triple Gem be with you and your baby
Sadhu, sadhu , sadhu.

-Carolyn Kong-